Ente pranayam...

Arranu nee enikku..?? oru mazha pole ennilekku peythirangiyath enthynayirunnu...? jeevithathil nashta swapnangal kaanaruthennu aagrahichirunna ente manasilekku enikkorikkalum swanthamaakan kazhiyatha oru kannima nerathyl ennil ninnum maanju pokunna oru kinaavayi nee ente ullilekku vannu..nee enna pranayathe njan ulkondapol jeevitham oru vasantha kaalamayi maari...Ninniloode pranayamenthennu njanarinju...oro raavum pakalum oru panineer poo pole ninnilekku njanalinju chernnu...swapnangalil nee ente raaajakumaranayappol yaadharthyangalil nammal randu dhruvangalil aanennu njanariyunnu..ee bhoomiyile avasanathe aathmaavum paranakalunnath vare ninnodopam njanum undakum....ente chintha mandalangalkkum atheethamayi nee nadannu vannath ente nenjakam kadannayirunnu...athil ninnum ittu veezhunan oro chora thullikalum ninte per kori idunnu...oraayiram purushanmaaril ninnum nee ennilekku kadannu vananthum akaluvan hramikkumbozhum ninnilekku veendum enne adupppikkunathum pranayamallathe mattenthanu....nee ariyathe njan ninte nizhal pinthudarnnu veruthe njan mohichu ninte nizhaalaakan kazhynjirunnegil......ninnodulla ananthamaya sneham innenikku unmaadhamayi maarunnu..prayathinithrayum theekshnatha undengil nee enna pranayathinodu adangatha unmaadhamanu enikku......rithukalkkidayilae manju thullikal pole ee janmam nammal orumichu...

ENTE NASHTANGAL...

maranam enne vedanippikkunnilla. Pakshe Ente nashttangal. Eee bhoomi, Njan kanda prabhathangal, ente nada vazhikal, vayal poovukal, Nananja mazha, nilavinte kulirum ...Ilanjipookkalude gandham..... , Ente adya pranayam, athu mathramanen nashttangal...Ini athu kanuvan kazhiyatha vidhathil ennennekkumayi njan ee lokam vittu povuka...
Nashttangal athentethu mathram...............

Kabhi alvida na kehnaaaaa........

tumko bhi, hai khabar, mujhko bhi hai pata
ho raha, hai juda, donon ka, rasta
door jake bhi mujhse, tum meri yadon mein rehna
kabhi alvida na kehna
kabhi alvida na kehna
kabhi alvida na keh
tumko bhi, hai khabar, mujhko bhi hai pata

ho raha, hai juda, donon ka, rasta

door jake bhi mujhse, tum meri yadon mein rehna

kabhi alvida na kehna

kabhi alvida na kehna

kabhi alvida na kehna

jitni thi khushiyan, sab kho chuki hai

jitni thi khushiyan, sab kho chuki hai

bas ek gham hai ke jata nahin

samjha ke dekha , behla ke dekha

dil hai ke chain is ko ata nahin

ansoon hai ke hai angare

ag hai ab ankhon se behna

kabhi alvida na kehna

ruth a rahi hai, ruth ja rahi hai

dard ka mausam badla nahin

rang ye gham ka, itna hai gehra

sadiyon bhi hoga halka nahin

kaun jane kya hona hai

humko hai ab kya kya sehna

kabhi alvida na kehna

kabhi alvida na kehna

kabhi alvida na kehna

LETTING YOU GO..............

We had said good-bye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other's arms. But now when we said this good-bye I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don't wanna cross your path in the future cause I don't want all these feelings to come back and have to try to get over all over again."

"I guess we've had our fun but it seems our fun is over now and that's all right it's all right time for me to move along and after all is said and done I'll be all right it's all right. Tell me something that's sure to break my heart 'cause everything's my fault. And I know I deserve to be alll.....How do you expect me to move on, to let you go, when I see you everyday and talk to you constantly? We can't be together, I know that, so I want you out of my life, completely. I can't be friends with you because seeing your face and hearing your voice just makes me think about how much I love you, and then about how I can't be with you. This is the easiest way for me, to let go of something, I have to let go of it completely, even if it means we can't be friends."
one 'cause everything's my fault."

I KNOW SOMEDAY YOU WILL COME BACK......

"I remember every word you said, okay? I'm not that naive and I'm not that stupid. I've been broken before, I can deal. I'm not scared of moving on with my life. What I'm scared of is that I'll realize somewhere along the road, that you were my life.""I never knew it would b"My life is falling apart and nothing is going my way. It seems like everything is not how it should be. It was when I was with you that I felt great, like nothing mattered and everything was fine. Now that you're gone I have to deal with my problems."
"The thought of you and me together again someday is enough to get me through."
"If you loved me before and you cared about me that much before, then maybe someday you can do it again."
"Whenever I see you I start to feel sick. It used to be like the 'butterflies in your tummy, head over heels' kind of sickness ... but now it just hurts. Now it's just the 'I hate you so much, but need you with me' kind of sickness ... and all I know is that I need some medicine ... quick."

"In this weird way…I know you miss me. Not because of what we did or what we said but for what we didn't have to say. All the times we 'just knew.' I miss you too and the sad thing is I know you'll never find someone who cares for you as much as me."

"Maybe the reason we hate each other is because we can't face the fact that we are still in love."e this hard to lose something I never had.

ITS SO HARD MAN............

"It's so hard to say, 'I love you,' and not draw back in tears. Its so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears. It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot hear your voice. It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside. It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. It's so hard to live without you, when I need you more then words. I want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard. It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you. It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new. It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song. It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong? It's so hard to live without you, if I only would have known, I will never love another, I would rather be alone."

"It's when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It's when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me."

"I'm trying really hard not to cry because every tear reminds me that I can't let go."

"I want to say I'm sorry, I want you to know I care. I want to say I'm blind for seeing something that wasn't there. I should have been more trusting, and listened to my heart, cause you're the only thing I need and it's tearing me apart..........

I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU............

"I know we've grown apart, but every now and then, I just close my eyes and here we are again."
"I just want you to think of me and miss me, when we are apart I just want you to hold me, and love me when we are together I want to be happy again and when I see you, be able to kiss you instead of give you a friendly hug. I want I want I want, but why can't I ever have?"
"So as of right now, I know what's best for me. And that's to get over him, even though I can't. My life is still lingering over every drop of love he has ever giving me. Even though I may not have always seen that love, I know it was still there, and like a fool, I let go of something so special to me, it was something I never knew I needed. And I had him.. and now as every tear I cry, I watch him slip further and further away from me. And it's my fault. It's my fault I let him make me cry, and it's my fault I am dealing with pain and misery. But if this is love... I'd do it all over again."
"No one will love me or care about me the way you did and I think that's what scares me the most, the fact that for so long you were mine, my life, my everything so now when I have to say good-bye how do I not cry, hurt and want you back?"
"I remember the worst...I think of the times I cried. I thought I couldn't hurt more but I was wrong. Because the pain of losing you then doesn't at all compare to what I feel now. Because the pain I feel now is the pain of knowing that I will never even get the chance to lose you again."
"Maybe it was something I said. Maybe it was something I did. But then again, maybe it was something I didn't say, but wanted to. And something I wanted to do, but didn't."

"I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you."
"The most difficult thing I have yet to learn is how to live without you in my life."
"It's hard realizing that I poured my heart out to you and you act like I am some kind of idiot and that you don't want me, but I know one day you will want me and I will not want you because you always want what you can't have...But that's the way my life goes. I still love you and I will never forget you and I pray even though we never talk anymore that when you sleep at night you dream of me as I do you."
"All along there was this voice inside my head telling me to give up, telling me it's not going to happen but I listened to my heart instead, believing one day, you'd make my dreams come true. I guess that was all just wishful thinking. But now it's too late to take the good advice the voice inside my head gave me, and for some strange reason I don't regret it... Maybe it's because I'm afraid to give up hope. I'm scared that if I give up on you, I'll give up on everything."
"Lately I talk to your memory more than I should. If I could just forget the past, I would, cause this missing you isn't doing me any good."
"Maybe one day I'll realize it wasn't love."
"I will always love the false image I had of you."
"And though you think I never cared, no one will ever take your place."
"I couldn't help it when I started to cry. I've told myself that love's a lie. You know life sucks when your dreams slip away. I'd trade all my tomorrows for one single yesterday."