"I just want you to think of me and miss me, when we are apart I just want you to hold me, and love me when we are together I want to be happy again and when I see you, be able to kiss you instead of give you a friendly hug. I want I want I want, but why can't I ever have?"
"So as of right now, I know what's best for me. And that's to get over him, even though I can't. My life is still lingering over every drop of love he has ever giving me. Even though I may not have always seen that love, I know it was still there, and like a fool, I let go of something so special to me, it was something I never knew I needed. And I had him.. and now as every tear I cry, I watch him slip further and further away from me. And it's my fault. It's my fault I let him make me cry, and it's my fault I am dealing with pain and misery. But if this is love... I'd do it all over again."
"No one will love me or care about me the way you did and I think that's what scares me the most, the fact that for so long you were mine, my life, my everything so now when I have to say good-bye how do I not cry, hurt and want you back?"
"I remember the worst...I think of the times I cried. I thought I couldn't hurt more but I was wrong. Because the pain of losing you then doesn't at all compare to what I feel now. Because the pain I feel now is the pain of knowing that I will never even get the chance to lose you again."
"Maybe it was something I said. Maybe it was something I did. But then again, maybe it was something I didn't say, but wanted to. And something I wanted to do, but didn't."
"I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you."
"The most difficult thing I have yet to learn is how to live without you in my life."
"It's hard realizing that I poured my heart out to you and you act like I am some kind of idiot and that you don't want me, but I know one day you will want me and I will not want you because you always want what you can't have...But that's the way my life goes. I still love you and I will never forget you and I pray even though we never talk anymore that when you sleep at night you dream of me as I do you."
"All along there was this voice inside my head telling me to give up, telling me it's not going to happen but I listened to my heart instead, believing one day, you'd make my dreams come true. I guess that was all just wishful thinking. But now it's too late to take the good advice the voice inside my head gave me, and for some strange reason I don't regret it... Maybe it's because I'm afraid to give up hope. I'm scared that if I give up on you, I'll give up on everything."
"Lately I talk to your memory more than I should. If I could just forget the past, I would, cause this missing you isn't doing me any good."
"Maybe one day I'll realize it wasn't love."
"I will always love the false image I had of you."
"And though you think I never cared, no one will ever take your place."
"I couldn't help it when I started to cry. I've told myself that love's a lie. You know life sucks when your dreams slip away. I'd trade all my tomorrows for one single yesterday."
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