When I asked You Why You Loved Me..You Said...

When i asked you y u loved me u said i cared u alot...am loving..iam pampering u...treating u like a small kid..bt now i knew everything was a lie..a big lie..u made me laugh..u made me  cry..u made me feel that iam someone special..u hold me in in my low..u wiped my tears..i reted myself in ur shoulders...whenever i felt iam nothing u said me that iam everything to u...........
But now i knew that iam alone in this world.............
everytime wen u said that we will b together i knew that some day we have to change our directionz of life...i know u wont come back but still each night i woke up search for ur texts in my cell...my brain knew that u wont be there for me but my heart doesnt..
Do that mean i still care u.......????????